Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Send me a Rose

Be not afraid to tell Jesus that you love Him; even though it be without feeling, this is the way to oblige Him to help you, and carry you like a little child too feeble to walk.--St. Therese of Lisieux

O the wonder of His crazy mad love for us! Over and over again we sin and kick against His mercy, and over and over again He forgives. His discipline is painful, but it is how we know we are His children. Jesus learned obedience through what He suffered, do we think we are better than Jesus? I want to learn to say "I love You Jesus.", even when He is confusing me and seems cruel with His relentless silence. I want to scream it when the loneliness and fear of this life are the only companions I seem to have. To love someone without feelings of love is love indeed. To love Jesus for Who He is, and not for what He does for me is my hope. St. Therese, please send me a rose.

wkm


Monday, March 30, 2009

The Hound of Heaven

The trouble with normal is it always gets worse.---Bruce Cockburn, from his song, "The Trouble With Normal"

The lie of the devil is always for one purpose, to take us further from union with God in Christ. He will try anything to make our daily toil seem pointless. But the daily hum of life can be a beautiful sound if it is offered up to our Beloved.. But, if the daily hum is only about the ego-drama, my story, it becomes a cacophony of me me me me, then life in its normalcy will get worse. This is the noisy gong and clanging cymbal St. Paul spoke about to the Corinthians in his first letter, chapter 13. When our lives are about the Theo-Drama, about God's story, then we learn to love when we don't feel like loving, we learn to give ourselves and our goods away, we learn to die to self, and we learn to live in a liberty and peace that baffles the world, and even our own minds. This does not happen overnight, at least it hasn't for me. I have a long way to go! But because of His grace and mercy, I want to keep going. When those days come that I have no desire to keep going, He will hound me until I cry for His nearness again. On His faithfulness I depend. Glory to His lovely Name!

wkm

Sunday, March 29, 2009

No matter what happens

 I like to stand with the Blessed Virgin at the foot of the Cross in order to attach myself to it and unite myself to all that He did for us. But right now we must always find a place for ourselves in His adorable Heart and never leave it, no matter what happens.

St Margaret Mary Alacoque
 
The gifts we are given in and through His Church are magnificent. The lives of the Saints and their words are vehicles of grace God drives to our souls. We are not alone! We have this great cloud of witnesses ever around us and they know that with God all things are possible. None of us are ever beyond His grace and mercy. We too can and should stand at the foot of the cross with the Blessed Virgin and attach ourselves to all He did for us. St. Margaret Mary, pray for us to do this so that we will find ourselves in His adorable heart, and then, by grace, to never leave it, no matter what happens. Christ have mercy!
 
wkm
 
Mary at the foot of the cross

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Lent

God could put me here. He could put me there. He can use me. He cannot use me. It doesn't matter because I belong so totally to Him that He can do just what He wants to do with me. Lent is a time when we relive the passion of Christ. Let it not be just a time when our feelings are roused, but let it be a change that comes through cooperation with God's grace in real sacrifices of self. Sacrifice to be real, must cost; it must hurt; it must empty us of self. Let us go through the passion of Christ day by day.

Blessed Teresa of Calcutta

Whenever I forget for one moment that God, through Jesus Christ, is working in me, I start to complain. I wine and moan about everything. "Why aren't my prayers being answered like I want them to be?!" "Why won't God heal me?!" "Why can't I find the job I really want?!" "Why aren't my dreams coming true?!" When we forget that God never slumbers or sleeps, and that as His children we are kept, we start looking for help in places that only bring us further from His grace. We turn to pleasures, drinking, sports, food, anything to bring us some kind of comfort. This is where a season like Lent can become our greatest friend and ally. It hurts to trust in God for Him to do what He wants to do in our lives. It is painful to hope against hope that He knows what He is doing when everything seems for naught. He cares for our soul's eternal destination more than anything else. And since He will not force us to spend forever with Him, He woos us like a heart broken Lover, imparting grace for us to give our everything to Him always and every day. Lent is a time to practice this dying of self so that when Lent ends, it will continue to be the way we love our Beloved.


wkm

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/femail/article-477573/Did-Mother-Teresa-believe-God.html

Friday, March 27, 2009

Pilgrimage Turkey, Greece summation:


When we landed in Istanbul, I knew we were in for something wonderful. For one thing, the journey from Minneapolis was long. We flew to Chicago, from Chicago to Munich, then Munich to Istanbul. We were tired and it was cold. Jeff Cavins told us the first talk he gave that a pilgrimage is not a vacation, it is a journey with a goal in mind. Our goal was immense over 12 days. We visited the Churches St. John wrote to in Revelation, then we followed in the never ending footsteps of St. Paul. These two men changed the world because they brought Jesus to Asia Minor. Asia Minor was the stepping stone that lead St. Paul to Macedonia, which is Greece, which was and still is the door to Europe and the west. To know that St. Paul traveled 6400 miles on foot in a very short time is mind boggling. He was truly driven by love.

Every day we experienced a new sense of how this world is an amazing place. Istanbul is one of the most unique cities in the world. It is the only city to border two continents. It holds a mere 17 million people, and I bet there are close to a million dogs living among the ruins and cities. These dogs looked healthy and happy. They people of Istanbul seem to take pride in their roaming dogs and care for them. Greece takes in one step further and vaccines, spays, and neuters their street dogs. The dogs seemed to appreciate the care. Some of them even turned down an offer of fresh bread, I guess they were tired of bread. The people of Turkey were incredible. Our two guides were two of the nicest guys I have ever met. They were young, intelligent, and humble. They treated everyone with kindness. I had never been on a guided tour before, and I was spoiled forever by D'Hahn. The weather was mostly beautiful, and chilly. The wind howls through the ruins wherever you go.

Ephesus was my favorite because it brought us to Mary's house. St. John had brought her with him on his journey, as Jesus told him to take care of her. The house there is so small and humble. It sits atop a mountain and the view is remarkable. The one word that describes it best is silence. There was a peace there that I did not feel anywhere else, maybe anywhere ever. We celebrated Mass where Pope John Paul 2, and Pope Benedict 16 had. This is a moment I will carry forever. There was a great pain mixed with the comfort I felt that day. Thank You Jesus!

I never really got tired of all of the ruins. The broken columns, alters, theatres, the dogs, and cats, it was always unique in every place. Sardis, Laodicia, Collosae, Sardis, Thyratira, Ephesus, Smyrna, Troy, Troas, and then on to Greece. Alexandroupolis was quaint little seaside city. I could have stayed there longer. The cafe's were wonderful. I never tasted Calamari like that. Phillipi was awesome. I have pics of the jail St. Paul was held in. Athens brought us to Mars Hill. Jeff Cavins was visibly moved by being there and getting to preach the gospel from the very spot St. Paul did. Many people stopped and listened. I kept thinking this must mot be far removed from what it might have been like with St. Paul. Corinth was the last place of St. Paul we visited. I will never be able to read the letters the same way again. Jeff brought it all to life and put everything in a context I had never heard. It was incredible! We then celebrated the very Eucharist that St. Paul had written about in his first letter. I had chill bumps, or, as Jeff calls them, "God Bumps".

I could write for days about the food both in Turkey and Greece. Lamb is the main meat, and it is wonderful. I can't describe the flavors. You have to ask for red pepper, and when I realized this, my food got even better! When we ate our first Greek salads I remember thinking, 'Why don't Greek Salads taste like this at home?' There were fresh tomatoes, cucumbers, peppers, feta, and delicious olive oil at every meal; and, the desserts were so delectable they would make you slap your momma! I think I gained a couple of kilos.

The ruins, from Sardis to the Acropolis made me think of one thing, mortality. These stones are the bones of souls who have passed on. I kept thinking about the people who built them, mostly slaves, and their work reminds us that we all are passing through. We are all, every moment, always on a pilgrimage. We are always heading toward eternity. I also thought a great deal of St. John and St. Paul' passion for telling everyone about God's love. They had their hope in Jesus and they didn't love this life more than the one they were journeying toward. I think the main thing I learned and carry with me is that our pilgrimage is very simple. By grace, we are walking toward life forever with Jesus, and He is calling us to bring as many with us as we can. This is what St. Paul and St. John lived for. When you travel with 85 wonderful people like I did, you realize that truth, humility, kindness, and care are really what this path we walk needs more than anything else. And this comes from pressing in to Jesus as we go. Glory to His lovely Name.

peace of Jesus,
keith
Oxford MS, March 28, 2009



Never Ashamed.

For I am not ashamed of the gospel: it is the power of God for salvation to everyone who has faith...St. Paul, Romans 1: 16
 
"..not ashamed..", this is the challenge we face today in this culture loosing its way by the second. We should never be doomsday people as followers of Jesus, but we should be honest. It would be easy to get bent out of shape about the direction of our political leaders, our lack of virtue, our waining morals, and our lack of respect for human life, our economy. We can't freak out and go live in caves, we must do something. We must bring the power of God to our individual worlds we walk in. No matter how weak or inadequate we feel to do so. What did Paul say was the power of God? The Gospel. The good news of Jesus is still the most powerful thing on this earth or in heaven! It is the power of God for salvation! What is the good news? God is crazy- mad in love with every single last one of us, and He wants us to know this so that it changes us forever! The cross is our good news! The empty tomb is our good news! The life of our Lord is the good news! The way He forgives is our good news! The way, and the what, He taught the disciples is the good news! The way He ate with sinners is the good news! The way He cared for His mother on the cross is the good news! The way He appeared to the disciples on the road to Emmaus is the good news! Giving us His Body and Blood as our Spiritual Food and Drink for the journey is THE GOOD NEWS!  If we want to help God change the world, let's learn from St. Paul who was never ashamed to bring it.  Lord have mercy!
 
wkm
Oxford MS! 
 
http://www.caseresources.org/eshot/ezineJuly08.htm

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Nothing is Anything...

Nothing is anything more to me; everything is nothing to me, but Jesus: neither things nor persons, neither ideas nor emotions, neither honor nor sufferings. Jesus is for me honor, delight, heart and soul.---

--Saint Bernadette of Lourdes
 
Lord, make this my prayer and hope as I traverse this life of temptation and distraction. I am weak, I need You every step of the way. I need You every moment, not just when I cry out. Even when I forget You , I especially need You! Give me grace and mercy today Lord, for this day alone. St. Bernadette, pray for us.
 
wkm